Weight on my Chest

Usually you wish for the weight on your chest to go away but I wish mine would return. Cash use to sleep on my chest. I loved it. He was so sweet. I felt so close to him. He now is as long as my torso so laying on my chest is not possible. I miss that. He will be 4 months tomorrow. I miss him. I love the boy he is becoming but I want my little lima bean back. He was so cute and cuddly. He would sleep in my arms all day. 

He is becoming more and more a little human. I love it. He changed so much from day one. I hope that he continues to grow and be healthy and smart. I love how wonderful he is I just wish he still fit on my chest at nap time.